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Every once in a while people step up, they rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you, and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, and if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.
Every song has a CODA, a final movement. Whether it fades out or crashes away. Every song ends. Is that any reason not to enjoy the music? The truth is, there is nothing to be afraid of. It's just life.

If you could go back and just change one thing about your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your life better? Or would that change ultimately break your heart? Or break the heart of another? Would you choose an entirely different path? Or would you change just one thing? Just one moment. One moment that you've always wanted back.

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. But once in a while, people push on to something better, something found just beyond the pain of going it alone, and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in, or give someone a second chance, something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. because it's only when you're tested, that you discover who you are, that you discover who you can be. The person you can be does exist, beyond the hard work, faith, belief, and beyond the heartache, and fear of what lies ahead.

Truth is still absolute. Believe that. Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. And even when truth is more cruel than any lie.


Joleen is going to fight this. and try.
i am always used and abused...
How do you know when how much is too much? Too much too soon. Too much information. Too much fun. Too much love. Too much to ask... And when is it all just too much to bear?

After a break-up, certain street, locations, even times of day are off-limits. The city becomes a deserted battlefield, loaded with emotional landmines. You have to be very careful where you step or you could be blown to pieces.

Aug. 17th, 2007

I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.

i love it.. from sex in the city

Aug. 3rd, 2007

Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need.
im sick of this shit.

thats all i have to say

Apr. 28th, 2007

Hug harder

laugh louder

smile bigger

love longer

ive been losing my mind.

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads..afriad, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us would rather turn around and give up. But once in a while, people strive to do something better; something found just beyond the pain of facing it alone, and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in, or give someone a second chance. Something just beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because its only when your tested, that you discover who you truly are. Its only when your tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist; somewhere on the other side of hard work, faith, and belief.. and beyond the heartache and fear of what lies ahead

rain rain go away.

my house is flooding so much. the toilet is over flowing in the basement and i see pooop floating around. we're filling buckets and sweeping fast as we can. my cousins came over to even help. this is sooooo horrible. i wish my basement would stop flooding..


WHy WHY?!?! god why are you crying!? i swear i went to church today!
i smell my own farts and wonder if other people notice it was me or and how badly it smells...

im horrible